Well, tomorrow I will be 39. Monday, my son will be 18. I just can’t figure out where all this time went and why I feel like I am still in the same place I started. Well, not exactly, as since we started giving our lives to Jesus, we are doing much better, especially me and the hubby! But as for me personally, I still feel like I am floundering. I keep feeling this tug to do something different with my life, but I can’t figure out what that is. I really feel like I need to go to school, but the purpose of the schooling still eludes me. To be truthful, I really feel like I am being called to do some intense spiritual learning. But, again, no idea what the reason is. I also know that I feel the need to learn spanish fluently, but that has multiple reasons as to why.

So, time continues to march on and I continue to find myself lost on the path I am walking. I miss writing as much as I used to, I seem to have abandoned that gift as well. That is why I am here right now. Trying to get the feeling back in head that brings out all the words in my heart.  I also keep getting the feeling that I have a book that needs to be written, but I don’t seem to be able to slow my mind down enough to focus on a subject.

I am blessed with a great family, awesome friends and an amazing mentor in Christ (Gary Shockley, our pastor). So I expect that I should truly stop complaining and just ‘keep moving forward’ (as a wise animation once told me! Hint: Meet the Robinsons). That is another good thing about this site, it gives me a chance to get the thoughts and worries out of my head so I can look at them and see how silly or selfish they appear in the light.

Thanks for coming by, have a great day and God Bless!
Jena