Well, tomorrow I will be 39. Monday, my son will be 18. I just can’t figure out where all this time went and why I feel like I am still in the same place I started. Well, not exactly, as since we started giving our lives to Jesus, we are doing much better, especially me and the hubby! But as for me personally, I still feel like I am floundering. I keep feeling this tug to do something different with my life, but I can’t figure out what that is. I really feel like I need to go to school, but the purpose of the schooling still eludes me. To be truthful, I really feel like I am being called to do some intense spiritual learning. But, again, no idea what the reason is. I also know that I feel the need to learn spanish fluently, but that has multiple reasons as to why.

So, time continues to march on and I continue to find myself lost on the path I am walking. I miss writing as much as I used to, I seem to have abandoned that gift as well. That is why I am here right now. Trying to get the feeling back in head that brings out all the words in my heart.  I also keep getting the feeling that I have a book that needs to be written, but I don’t seem to be able to slow my mind down enough to focus on a subject.

I am blessed with a great family, awesome friends and an amazing mentor in Christ (Gary Shockley, our pastor). So I expect that I should truly stop complaining and just ‘keep moving forward’ (as a wise animation once told me! Hint: Meet the Robinsons). That is another good thing about this site, it gives me a chance to get the thoughts and worries out of my head so I can look at them and see how silly or selfish they appear in the light.

Thanks for coming by, have a great day and God Bless!
Jena

Is anyone else watching this show? If so, are you as outraged and disgusted with the fact that on BOTH episodes of the new show, the people found a soldier who was injured and discharged from service and all but homeless?? What the heck is that about!?!?! Yesterday’s show had a soldier who’s va benefits were cut off!!! Are you kidding me? How does a soldier, active or veteran, lose his/her benefits?!?! How does our government justify any soldier being without a home?!?! This has been tearing at my heart for a couple of weeks now, especially since Extreme Makeover Home Edition (EMHE) has also showcased a couple of soldiers. How do we as a Americans, sit back and allow the people who risk their lives for our freedom, such as the freedom for me to be able to post this message, to go hungry? To go homeless?

The next question is…WHAT can I do about it? How do I make a difference? It was great that a couple of soldiers were helped by the Big Give & EMHE, but what about the ones left undiscovered? Since last night, the phrase: “Bring a Soldier Home” has been running through my head. I feel that God is pressing this into my heart. The phrase means to me, that every soldier should have a home to go to, a safe place to come down from the stress, heartbreak and fears of duty. A soldier should never have to worry about where their family is while they are serving our country (see EMHE’s Lucas family episode) or when they come home from duty, especially those who are injured.

I think I will do some research and see what, if anything, I can do that will make a difference. I can’t just sit here and do nothing, not when these men and women risk (& GIVE) their lives for me and my freedoms. Yours too! Can you keep your blinders on and just ignore what is going on right beside you? If you can, then maybe you don’t deserve the freedom, maybe you don’t deserve to be here, under out flag’s protection. It really is no wonder other countries think we are a joke, that we are spoiled rotten teenagers with no clue as to how good we have it. Because that is how we behave, like spoiled teenagers who know what is best for everyone else, what everyone else’s problem is yet we have no clue what is going on within ourselves.

At any rate, thanks for stopping in and ‘listening’ to my ranting. If you don’t like what I’ve said, then feel free to ‘walk away’ and not look back. I’m not asking you to agree with me, we are all given the FREEDOM to have our own opinions in the country, that is what is so great about it. For the few who used to check in periodically, I’m sorry I have been gone so long. Life just stepped in and moved me in a different direction for awhile, but I have missed my writing time. Have a great week and God Bless!!

A remarkable phone call from a 12-yr old boy to Houston radio station KSBJ FM 89.3. So profound, the station has it posted on their website. Click below to listen to it. It’s short .

Just remember that a child’s heart is more open than an adults. They can hear things we cannot hear, they see things we cannot see, they believe in things we do not. It is this faith and this love that allows them to persevere, to overcome. How is your heart today? Is it open? Or is it closed?

Merry Christmas…God Bless…and don’t forget…listen to the children!!
Jena

A dear family that is quickly becoming close to our hearts is facing another struggle today as their youngest daughter, Makaylah Joy, faces another surgery today. She is only 3 so you can imagine how hard this is on her parents. But the child is an amazing gift from God and it shows in all that she does. Her Mimi (her grandmother who is how we met the rest of the family) is always telling me stories of how Makaylah has taught her something new about the joys of life.

Please join me today in praying for this family. I am sure they could use all the comfort they can get and I’d like to send as many angels their way as possible.

Thank you for coming and God bless!
Jena

Kitchen Fire
Please read this and watch the video. This is so important .. as old as I am I never heard of doing the wet towel thing… but I will remember it after seeing this. Kitchen Fire Safety - Good reminder for everyone….. This is a powerful message—-watch the video and don’t forget what you see. Tell your whole family about this video. Or better yet, send this to them.

This is a dramatic video (30-second, very short) about how to deal with a common kitchen fire … oil in a frying pan. Please read the following introduction and then watch the show .. It’s a real eye-opener !!

At the Fire Fighting Training school they would demonstrate this with a deep fat fryer set on the fire field. An instructor would don a fire suit and using an 8 oz cup at the end of a 10 foot pole toss water onto the grease fire. The results got the attention of the students. The water, being heavier than the oil, sinks to the bottom where it instantly becomes superheated. The explosive force of the steam blows the burning oil up and out. On the open field, it became a thirty foot high fireball that resembled a nuclear blast. Inside the confines of a kitchen, the fire ball hits the ceiling and fills the entire room. Also, do not throw sugar or flour on a grease fire. One cup creates the explosive force of two sticks of dynamite.

Please view this video clip:
Kitchen Fire

TRUE OR NOT…THE MESSAGE IS STILL THE SAME….LOVE THY NEIGHBOR AND YOU CAN’T GO WRONG!

In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket.

Their father was gone.

The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two.

Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared.
Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds.

He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.

Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either.

If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it.

I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.

The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.

No luck.

The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing to learn or do anything. I had to have a job.

Still no luck. The last place we went to, just a few miles out of town, was an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in t hat had been converted to a truck stop.

It was called the Big Wheel.

An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of the window from time to time at all those kids.

She needed someone on the graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning.

She paid 65 cents an hour, and I could start that night.

I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat for people.

I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a dollar a night.

She could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids would already be asleep

This seemed like a good arrangement to her, so we made a deal.

That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers, we all thanked God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big Wheel.

When I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent her home with one dollar of my tip money– fully half of what I averaged every night.

As the weeks went by, heating bills added a strain to my meager wage.

The tires on the old Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and began to leak. I had to fill them with air on the way to work and again every morning before I could go home.

One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and found four tires in the back seat. New tires!

There was no note, no nothing, just those beautiful brand new tires.

Had angels taken up residence in Indiana ? I wondered.

I made a deal with the local service station.

In exchange for his mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office.

I remember it took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the tires.

I was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn’t enough.

Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for toys for the kids.

I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some old toys. Then I hid them in the basement so there would be something for Santa to deliver on Christmas morning.

Clothes were a worry too. I was sewing patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they would be too far gone to repair.

On Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in the Big Wheel. There were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state trooper named Joe.

A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and were dropping nickels in the pinball machine.

The regulars all just sat around and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then left to get home before the sun came up.

When it was time for me to go home at seven o’clock on Christmas morning, to my amazement, my old battered Chevy was filled full to the top with boxes of all shapes and sizes.

I quickly opened the driver’s side door, crawled inside and kneeled in the front facing the back seat.

Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box.

Inside was whole case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10!

I looked inside another box: It was full of shirts to go with the jeans.

Then I peeked inside some of the other boxes. There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of groc eries. There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and potatoes.
There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and flour. There was whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items.

And there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.

As I drove back through em pty streets as the sun slowly rose on the most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude.

And I will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that precious morning.

Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop….

THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to prayer:

1. “Yes!”
2. “Not yet.”
3. “I have something better in mind.”

God still sits on the throne, the devil is a liar.

You maybe going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that you cannot imagine.

This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards

Let’s continue to pray for one another. Here is the prayer:….

Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power.
Amen.

Each day becomes a new struggle to find the place where I belong. While we face daily money problems, we still choose to not have me join the every day rat race. I am not much physical help to my husband with his shop yet I hope to be a big administrative help to him once we get up and running. I have all these words spinning around in my head, yet I can’t seem to find a real use for them. I realize that money isn’t everything, but it sure would be nice to be able to use my words to bring in a little extra money. I don’t know, I guess I just feel like I am floundering. Floundering in life, at home and with our church. The only thing that I have found that makes me feel like I have real purpose right now is a foundation called Freedom Ride . Freedom Ride is a horse stable that uses the horses to work with disabled people. I was blessed to have been able to volunteer there for the first (& definitely NOT the last) time this past Wednesday. I have always had a special place in my heart for horses and to be able to be near them in any capacity is a thrill. All I did really was help my friend clean out stalls, prep feedings and walk a couple of horses to their paddock. No big thrill to most people but I was in heaven!!

Well the point of the stable thing is to point out that the only thing that I have found that makes me feel really good is something that is not going to help our situation out at all. It will even cost a bit more due to needing to get some good work boots to help with my ankle.

I can’t help but feel like I am not on the path that God wants me on.  I get these overwhelming feelings that I MUST do something with my writing to help others, but then I can’t figure out what that is.  The same goes with the church we are planting.  It feels like we have fallen into some kind of rut with it.  Don’t get me wrong, the church itself is great, the people there are awesome.  It’s just that things are different than at are old church.  Even our pastor seems to have changed a little.  I am very sure that this is due to the major responsibilities of opening a new church and having the money to keep it up and running.  This plus the stress of trying to reach new people, especially when the church is in such a remote location.  Maybe, once we’ve gotten a more permanent location, it will be better.  I know that I am so impressed with and proud of our pastor, Gary.  The pressure he must be under…wow!

I digress.  I’m not sure what I am trying to get from this post.  I guess I am hoping that if I get these fears out of my head and my heart, then maybe I’ll make room for the answers I am looking for.

 Thanks for coming and God bless!!

THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in
his 80’s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.

He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would
be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy
With another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors,
got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another
doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing
home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there
for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer’s Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He
replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not
recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, “And you still go every morning,
Even though she doesn’t know who you are?”

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, “She doesn’t know me, but I
still know who she is.”

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm,
And thought, “That is the kind of love I want in my life.”

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and
will not be.

With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there
is one that comes along that has an important message.

The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of
everything; they just make the best of everything they have. wow, real food for thought!

I thought I would share with you some information regarding getting paid to do online surveys.  If you will look in the far right column of my site, at the bottom you will see a couple of links to some survey sites that I have found to be legitimate sites.  One pays good money but you will have to pay for somethings although they reimburse you for all your costs plus  pay you for your time.  The other only pays like 2 cents per email read (or just pull up and multitaks elsewhere while it is validating) but it does add up and if you get some others to sign up to read the emails too, then you’ll get an even better payout.  I will keep updating here as I find new sites and explore them!

Try a couple, help me out, you never know what you’ll find.  Thanks, good luck & God Bless!

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Being a  human being  is like being a pumpkin.   God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you.   He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff– including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc.    Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see.   This was passed on to me from another pumpkin.   Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin.   I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch.   Happy Fall!

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